Anon
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I have OCD and suffer from severe waswasa regarding purity. I suffer a lot due to the discharge of madhi. I check if I have discharged madhi several times a day and life has become too difficult. While doing istinja if I feel a sensation in the vaginal area, I noticed that madhi can come out. After urinating it can come out. It is a very small amount and does not come out due to arousal, rather it is a bodily reaction due to the area being stimulated while washing. If I am exposed to anything sexual I rush to the bathroom to check. Please I cannot bear this anymore, is there any dispensation for me? Can I just wash it off if I am purposefully making it come out? The Maliki school has dispensation for who discharges it daily, I check daily but don’t know if I discharge it daily. Please provide an answer to this question according to the Maliki School of thought or any valid opinion that allows for a dispensation in my situation. This is severely making my mental illness worse and when something has become hard, islam makes it easy. I cry several times a day and I am losing my sanity. Please help.
