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Question: I was molested homosexually in my late teens
I am a 22 year old male and was molested homosexually 5 years back by a relative. I was on bed at night and i think he took me sleeping but i was awake. He touched me inappropriately kissed me while pushing himself into me.I was shattered and got so afraid as i was lifeless.He then loosened my trouser and started masturbating me.For an instance the temptation came as a whisper of satan not by the whole experience but the touch on my genital and its sensitivity.He then tried to continue and i pushed him aside while confronting him seriously.The thing is i took time to stand for my honour and the temptation that rose for a while even in such crucial stage.I was awake the whole time and I could have stood for my self since i was not naive like a woman or child.I can be a sinner but i can never even think of homosexuality.I cant think of doing it to anybody nor being subjected to it but somehow i did it unintentionally.I fear the wrath of Allah.The event still haunts me till date even years have passed
 
 
Answered by: Ulamaa ID 04 (London)
Date: 07/05/2020 00:16am

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

الجواب حامداومصليا


You have not sinned or blamed. Islam is a Just religion. Indeed Allah is Just. Justice will be given to you if Allah wills. Have Sabr and have Hope in Him.

يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا اسْتَعِينُوا بِالصَّبْرِ وَالصَّلَاةِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ مَعَ الصَّابِرِينَ

"O you who believe, seek help through patience and prayer. Surely, Allah is with those who are patient." (Surah Baqarah 2:153)

وَلَا تَيْأَسُوا مِنْ رَوْحِ اللَّهِ ۖ إِنَّهُ لَا يَيْأَسُ مِنْ رَوْحِ اللَّهِ إِلَّا الْقَوْمُ الْكَافِرُونَ

"Truly no one despairs of Allah's Soothing Mercy except those who have no faith. (Surah Yusuf 12:87)

For further support please get in touch with a local Imam or an upright Muslim counsellor.

And Allah knows best

14 ٍRabi'ul Awwal 1441/ 07 May 2020
Mufti Qamruzzaman

London, UK
 
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