Thoughts

Brother honestly this is a bit of a direct one but I need advice from someone brother since June I’ve been suffering from waswasa it was very bad before but alhamdulliah it’s gone better but it’s still there and honestly These bad thoughts are very bad man and sometimes I say bad things by accident without any control of my tounge just comes out my out without intention bro and honestly I can’t even enjoy act of worship without having such evil thoughts making my life hard and today I just feel terrible man feeling like I’ve done kufr shirk so much idk where to turn I’ve been patient since it first started in June waiting for Allah SWT to remove such stuff from me but it’s still here ustadh seriously what do I do I love Islam I love Allah what do I do?