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I purchased a game that features a drawing of the prophet , “deitys", and many kufr. In the game known as Mudae, you have to use a command to get random characters and the main goal of the game is to keep rolling until you gather specific characters. These characters originate from shows that feature magic and other haram subjects. I submitted the game to an online group so that we could play together in real time but I regret it, I want to tell them to remove the games they're playing but I'm afraid of telling others I'm Muslim in fear they'll mock me or shun me. Whenever a online friend says something kufr towards me, I'm hesitant to inform them I'm Muslim since I fear they'll dislike me. Whenever an online Muslim says something that's haram like “holy S--t” I want to inform them that's haram but I'm scared to inform them I'm muslim in fear they'll tell my other online friends I'm muslim. I feel like im a kafir and it has affected my will to pray.