When i do wudu it can take 5-10 minutes, and this in one time, i keep repeating this process 3-4 times until i completely finish my prayer inshAllah.
When I'm doing wudu i wash my face and then i feel something, and I'm sure it is 98% not passing gas, but i keep redoing the wudu whilst doing wudu due to the thoughts about having passed gas when i have no evidence(e.g. sound or smell).
And i keep redoing the wudu(whilst doing wudu) like 4-5 times, sometime more than 5 times.
This is the process of my wudu.
Now to my salah:
When doing salah, i would get afraid that i will pass gas, and i get so worried that during my whole salah i keep thinking did i "pass gas or not?". Allah akbar.
This gives me doubts about not performing correct amount of rakats, so i end up doing (lets say assr prayer again, and again). And when i have these doubtful thoughts about whether i pass wind or not during Jamaats, i end up doing the prayer after the Jamaat, just to make sure.
I got tired of this really, this is not healthy, and everyone keeps looking at me in the masjid, because i can be seen at the ablution/wudu place most of the time.
Yesterday for example, i went to the masjid at 4.40 pm, then i made myself ready for assr salah, it took me approximately 1 hour or so? and i spent most time with redoing wudu and the prayer. Like i wasnt sure if i did my prayer correct/if i passed wind during the prayer, so i redid it. InshAllah it will get accepted.
I then made myself ready for the maghrib prayer by Jamaat, so i retook wudu like 5-6 times? And then after the Jamaat, i was not sure if i passed gas or not, so i did wudu again, and again, and again, and then prayed the maghrib, and still was not sure if i passed gas or not, so i retook wudu, this time atleast 3-5 times.
I got home around 8 pm.
Whats is your opinion about this, any advices inshAllah?
Allahu Akbar!
"If Allah helps you none can overcome you, and if He forsakes you, who is there, after Him, that can help you. And in Allah (alone) let believers put their trust." (Qur'an, 3:160)
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Say, "I seek refuge in the Lord of mankind,
The Sovereign of mankind.
The God of mankind,
From the evil of the retreating whisperer -
Who whispers [evil] into the breasts of mankind -
From among the jinn and mankind."
There is also a PDF booklet linked at the end (in the references list), called "Whisperings of the Shaytaan" by Maulana Yusuf Patel. Read that also. May Allah cure you from this. Ameen.
This cannot be undone and I am sure it will be greatly appreciated.
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