15th September 2006
What shall i tell someone who tells me that everyone allready knows what you look like so what the sense of doing perdah at such a late age?What if you suffer from depression and ure stuck in the house 24-7 and you only get to go out sometimes then is perdah wajib upon you?
Ive got this problem,dont know if im going crazy or something but i get lots of internal thoughts.they dont stop ever and its making me sick to the point that im crying over it.like when i try to sleep at night the voice goes to me theres someone at the window or theres jinns by the bedroom door,due to voices at night i got to sleep with the bedroom light on which stays on till morning.Then sometimes i just get all these images in my head of me throwing my nephew against a wall or just killing him and other images.the voices never go away,ive asked Allah for help but they just wouldnt go away.someone told me that you get three set of voices,one from the angel thats with you,then one from shaitan and one from your nafs,is this true?
I get headaches all the time because of the voices and whisperings,i want to go to a molvi but i dont know if thats the right thing to do,can a alima help me with this or shall i check my self into the mental hospital.can you please help me out here.sorry if i sound like a crazy person or something.its gotten so bad that ive started talking to my self telling the voices to leave me alone,i read the three kuls surats and other stuff but can you help me out here.i would be so happy if you could .
forgive me again yea,jazakAllah.salamz.