25th June 2006
I have a question about Salaat.
Since quite a while I've been praying all my prayers I try not miss any prayer. In the morning when I wake up and after performing my Fajr namaaz I read Surah Yaseen once. And then go back to sleep again.
But whenever I have my monthly periods its obvious I can't perform my Salaat or read Quran then and then I feel so depressed and guilty about not doing my daily things. When I pray my Prayers I feel like I can Handle the whole world but when I can't pray because of my monthly periods then I feel like a failure and like I have failed in every aspect of my life.
Nowadays when I have my periods at the end of the day before going to sleep I repeat 10 times third Kalma, 4 Times Surah Fatiha, 3 Times Surah Ikhlaas, 10 Times Darood Sharief. Like this at the end of the day I feel fine. But not fully relaxed and calm like the way I feel when I do my daily prayer.
Therefore I would like to know What I could do not to feel guilty and depressed.
A Muslim Girl