Student loan out of necessity

I'm planning on taking a student loan for my masters as I have no other way. I don't have a job, though I'm activelylooking for one. My parents aren't able to pay (no relative is willing to help). I have no other option, I've looked into grants and all other things but I'm not eligible for anything. My father is not able to pay for my tuition. When I say I'm in dire need, I'm fully aware of my actions and I've no other choice. I've made countless duas. I know Allah will help me out. If I don't study, my life is done. The mental pressure is too much. If you live in a desi household you would know. I've no option left