I am sorry for a less than positive post. While writing it I was aware of the not so optimistic mood but I missed the part that I can and I should do something about it.
I should not spread desperation. So again I am sorry.
Actually I just wanted to convey the impression about the burden that I normally carry. Life is a test and a test is not a pleasant thing.
Yet we constantly need a good cheer. This is what I am supposed to do.
Alhumdolillah! The fall of this animal gives me great pleasure and satisfaction.
This cannot be undone and I am sure it will be greatly appreciated.